hum

i have realized that i am doing here what i usualy do in the short periods that i keep journals. i am writting when i am emotional. and usually later i am more in agreement to a less far side of that emotion. for example my last post. later i though. why did i put that? buecause really when i sit back and think about it, i know that there was far more than WOW to our end. and that really it prolly wouldent work out again. ever.

so i will try to be more. or less. or something.

friday it was nice to just hang out w/ the neighbor girls and watch some movies.
saturday, i had a good day, went shopping w/ my mom. watched a movie and had chicken wings. so after a day of good, i was still lonely, and wishing i had something going down that night. didnt really feel like there was anyone i could call, that i dont feel like i call all the time.

i ended up at barns and noble. never really found what i was looking for. looked through a few how to be bitchen at photo shop mag.s though. which dosnt help me much since i work primairly in Illustrator.

i did but a new sketch book. i plan to start sketching again. i do alot of drawing at work, but alot of its copy art, and alot of it just has the creativity and imagination scrubbed out of it.


i finally took my scooter on speer, through LoDo, and down wadsworth into belmar today. it was a good day for focusing on the road w/o the traffic.